Gosh, I feel like I have no clue about what I'm doing with my life right now. We've got ourselves so deeply into life right now that it can be so overwhelming. I just caught myself thinking, "is this the right thing to do? Welp, it doesn't really matter because it's too late now". That's actually the second time today that I asked that same question to myself for different but very important decisions. (I gave myself the same answer for the first question as well. Don't worry, I wasn't talking out-loud). I guess I don't feel like the decisions I've/we've made are wrong so much as they are risky. The stakes keep getting higher. When I think about making an important decision I will sometimes think for a split second that it would be nice if the right answer was obvious. Then I come to my senses and remember how much I love the spontaneity of life. It keeps life interesting. I just wish I could be interested without anxiety.
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